That's how she became *The Nanny*

Life Update:  (Warning: explicit) Over the summer I spent as much time as possible with my friends before they left for college. I dated a very dumb but very hot weed dealer.  After a while we drifted apart and began I dating a woman named Heather who was my very first girlfriend on our first date we egged the shit out of one of my best friend's ex-boyfriend's camaro because of something spectacularly shitty he did to her.  He got raccoons the next day, It was thrilling.  

After working as a daycare provider at a shelter for underprivileged teen mamas and their babies for four years, instead of applying to colleges, I applied to Americorp to work at an underprivileged youth center (which is basically free labor and food stamps for a mediocre sized college scholarship at the end of the year) but was I was fucking rejected for or being "too young and inexperienced" in late July.  So I spent the rest of the summer frantically writing COUNTLESS resumes, cover letters and applications.  I landed a job as a full time nanny for two rich kids in Brookline. Heather and I agreed that long distance was more heartache than it was worth, and we broke up, but we left it on good terms.  

I Nanny for an 8 year old girl and a 3 year old boy, 9am-5pm Monday-Friday. I moved from western Mass, where I had grown up and lived my whole life, to Boston at the very beginning of this September.  I'm making wayyyy more money per week than I did at the government funded teen mom shelter, so I am able to support myself in the city without help from anyone, which I am very proud of, but the redfield (teen mom shelter) kids need someone to spend time with them and love them wayyy more than these two kids do.  I love this city, there's so much to explore, I need the money to save for matriculated college. (I'm 18, 19 on oct 23rd, and I took my junior and senior year as a non-matriculated college student at MCLA, so I wanted a gap year to save up and be on my own before I lay down all that money to be a matriculated, full-time college student) but I still feel guilty leaving redfield. :/    I also now have the luxury of having a little bit of spending money so I can get some things I've wanted for a long time (a few tattoo's that are special to me, comfortable shoes etc.)  but I really miss the mamas and babies at Redfield a lot